its been a while since my last post. i have been so tied up, tired and very much busy thinking... of what? well, upon knowing with our doctor that our little peanut is still in breech last 28 weeks of my pregnancy, i have become so pressured and scared.. pressured in a sense that i really thought i need to help her turn down her head, scared because of that i didnt expect i may be admitted into cessarian delivery. I AM NOT PREPARED FOR IT. :( so for the 3 weeks i am on and off doing pelvic tilt, going all fours, and knee chest position, it even came a time that i suffer bruise at my knees kakagapang! these excercises will help my pelvis to loosen and help her do turning reflex, well that what i read of at the spinningbabies.com... there were times that she kicks higher on my abdomen but MOST of the time i hear her doing hiccups at my pelvic bone... my baby's fist or rather knees are ver evident showing in my tummy during mrt trip going to work and its so catchy and amazing... so i thought she had turn down..
came my 32nd week check up and viola! she is still in breech position! lalo akong npressure and bit disappointed at myself... so i told myself, double hard work pa... i am having hard time sleeping already as she usually active at the middle of night around 11pm, feeling that she is trying to turn i guess, practising her lungs, sucking and kicking, well still at the bottom :( ang hirap... i am still doing the pelvic tilt, all fours, walking, massaging her... hay, 34 weeks na and still the same kicks where i use to feel :( siguro talagang kampante na siya ng ganung position, icompromise ko nalang self ko with what she wanted... but i am still hoping and wishing even at the last minute she will turn down...
at 32 weeks we also had a baby shower for her! it was a fun and blast indeed, hay sira lang talaga ung laptop pa namin kaya hindi mailagay ang mga pictures... :( hopefully maayus na and i can post some.. out of 65 guests confirmed invitees, 50 came and remember that day ;) we are so happy and though not all of my registry gifts were taken, we are still thankful for all those who gave the gifts and attended it.. cant wait to shop paunti unti... heheheh!
indeed this gift is a blessing and as big day is drawing near, there are moments i am scared, thinking of what ifs, and hope to GOD that everything will be all right, that if she really dont want me to deliver her naturally or normally, at least a very healthy baby girl without complications... and I knwo everything will fall into place...
with God at our side :)
